I want to be all I seek to be: a singer, a writer, a peacemaker, a blackbelt in karate, a skilled swordswoman.....and speak Japanese and Chinese and hindi well - to name a few things.

For myself to read when I lose hope or motivation:
    When it looks like you're not a queen, when it looks like your dreams aren't coming true, when it looks like everything you've worked towards, believed in, hoped for is all a mess....when you doubt yourself....fear and cry.....DON'T. You are so strong and have overcome so much. You ARE talented and bright - you can do anything you put your mind to. Work harder.....give it your all....DON'T GIVE UP. Everytime you pushed yourself you did something amazing. When it gets tough....when you think you can't do it....that's when you HAVE to or you'll never get anywhere. Smile and cheer up. You can do it. Because you love yourself and believe in yourself and want to make your dreams come true. Because you want to BE all you seek to be. So DO IT. BE IT. You can do it. - myself on 8-16-2003


To anyone reading the above you'll think it's s corny but what the hell - it's my page dammit. ;) The stuff below are the results of online quizzes I took that I thought were fun and gave great insight so I kept them here to refer to when I need inspiration.

In the worst moments of my life, I look within to remain strong.

When not motivated I can be: lazy, messy, and only do what's required.

At my best I am competent, fast, efficient, thorough and smart.

I am calm, laid-back and optimistic. I am able to see everyone's point of view and have a natural desire for peace. I can make an effective mediator. Because I don't like conflicts and separation from others, I can be too accomodating.

I am mellow for the most part but tend to become excited and bouncy/cheerful when happy or feeling especially good. I can have great bouts of anger and depression but overcome these with my natural optimism and joy for life.

In love I give all of myself and don't hold back anything - honesty and loyalty are very important to me.

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